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Number 2

Thu, 04 Oct 2007 17:16:12 GMT

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Letter to Tiff

Hello there,

I am mostly out of words because of the amount of mass emails that have recently swormed my mailbox but I shall try to make it short and sweet.

The reason I removed you from Facebook, (and I am only speaking for me), was because I wanted to write how I feel on it and not have to monitor how I feel and have it get MISCONSTRUED to the Palmers. I have had enough of my words get me in trouble when I never even said ANY of them, so I decided to delete people who could tell them stuff about me that is untrue. By the way, I sent them some of my letter to Jesse because they thought I threatened him. I know you were hurt but there was no need for that. Also, I apologize for talking about myself to him and now understand whatever I say should be topical and brief for fear that my words will be muddled.

I dont mean to sound rude in any way, I am extremely numb from the whole situation and am not sugar coating my current words.

I want you to know that I did appreciate your letter. I have always wanted a sister and hopefully one day you and I can be.
And I can only explain our reservations about you and your relationship with Jess how you explained us. I only know you and Max knows you and Jess separately, not as a couple, so maybe it is hard for us to see that you guys benefit each other well. I will admitt that you were somewhat harsh acting towards Jess before the wedding, but since then, have gotten above and beyond tolerable.

HA i hate boys!!!!!

Tue, 18 Jun 2002 02:15:35 GMT

thqats right, boys.
yes thankful for seeing it coming and not staying with it. its fucking bullshit. no i will not sleep with you damnit. fuck off

ha

.... iloveyou....

Thu, 13 Jun 2002 21:34:48 GMT

Afrikaans - Ek is lief vir jou
Albanian - Te dashuroj
Arabic - Ana Ba-hev-bak
Assamese (spoken in Assam, India) - Moi tomak bhal pau
Batak (spoken in North Sumatra, Indonesia) - Holong rohangku di ho
Bavarian - I mog di narrisch gern
Bengali - Ani tomAy bhAlobAshi
Bisayan (another Phillippines dialect) - Namomout
Bulgarian - Obicham te
Cambodian - Bon sro lanh oon
Cantonese (Chinese dialect) - Ngo Oi Ney
Catalan (spoken in northeastern Spain) - T'estim molt
Cebuano (spoken in Cebu) - Gihigugma ko ikaw
Chickasaw (spoken by Native American near Oklahoma) - Chiholloli
Croatian - Ljubim
Czech - Miluji te
Danish - Jeg elsker dig
Dutch - Ik hou van jou
English - I love you
Estonian - Mina armastan sind
Filipino - Mahal ka ta
Finnish - Min? rakastan sinua
French - Je t'aime
Gaelic (Irish) - Ta gra agam ort
German - Ich liebe dich
Greek - S'ayapo
Greenlandic - Asavakit
Hawaiian - Aloha I'a Au Oe
Hakka (Chinese dialect) - Ngai Oi Nyi
Hebrew - Ani ohev otach
Hindi - Mujhe Tum Se Pyar Hai
Hokkien (Chinese dialect) - Wa ai lu
Hungarian - Szeretlek te'ged
Icelandic - Eg elska thig
Indi - Mai Tujhe Pyaar Kartha Ho
Indonesian - Saya cinta padamu
Iranian - Mahn doorstaht doh-rahm
Irish - Taim i' ngar leat
Italian - Ti Amo
Japanese - Aishiteru
Kadazan (a dialect in Sabah, Malaysia) - Guminavo oku dika
Klingon (Spoken in Star Trek) - Qabang
Korean - Sa rang hae
Lao - Koi muk jao
Latin - Te amo
Latvian - Es milu tevi
Lebanese - Bahibak
Lithuanian - Tave Myliu
Luo - Aheri
Macedonian - Sakam Te
Malay (Bahasa Malaysia) - Saya cintamu
Mohawk (spoken by North American Indian Tribe) - Saya Konoronhkwa
Mandarin (Chinese dialect) - Wo ai ni
Norwegian - Eg elskar deg
Pakistani - Mujhe Tum Se Pyar Hai
Persian - Tora dost daram
Pig Latin - Ie Ovele Ouye
Polish - Kocham Cie
Portuguese - Amo-te
Punjabi - Mai taunu pyar karda
Romanian - Te Ador
Russian - Ya vas liubliu
Serbian - Ljubim te
Slovak - Lubim ta
Spanish - Te Quiero
Sri Lankan - Mama Oyato Arderyi
Swedish - Jag ?lskar dig
Swiss-German - Ch'ha di g?rn
Tagalog (Filipino) - Mahal Kita
Tahitian - Ua Here Vau Ia Oe
Tamil - Naan Unnai Kadalikiren
Tegulu (spoken in southeastern India) - Neenu Ninnu Premistunnanu
Thai - Khao Raak Thoe
Turkish - Seni Seviyurum
Ukrainian - Ja Pokokhav teve
Urdu (spoken in Parkistan) - Main Tumse Muhabbat Karta Hoon
Vietnamese - Toi yeu em
Vlaams (Belgian Dutch) - Ik hue van ye
Vulcan (spoken in Star Trek) - Wani ra yana ro aisha
Welsh - 'Rwy'n dy garu di
Yiddish - Ich han dich lib
Yugoslavian - Ya te volim
Zulu - Mena Tanda Wena

soooooooooo

Sat, 18 May 2002 01:47:37 GMT

life as a brick. thats the story and then i get hit with it, ha!nm

so yea i got into another fight with *R over him still being with this girl but not. and then i got my sat score. and then i am sick. angela will beover in 10min with some green tea gform me!...bestestesss fresndsssasask;akd.

so now life is otay, i feel better insidesddsded and in my head it hurts but i do again,..

SATS!!!!!!!!:)

Sat, 04 May 2002 22:46:21 GMT

so this monring i took the SATs...... and it was terrible the first 3 hours of my day... i woke up at about 4 am to a reallly bad nightmare. it was that my closest unclle died in a car crash... it was so damn real. so after that i stayed up... and then i went to SATS... i think i freaking rocked the math....650-700... i left not one blanc....which is fantastic!... then the verbal was harder for me...just one part.. but the rest i did great on whcih is excitrin!!!!.... i think i will get like....a 490-590 on it so ythats great,,,, aboyt a 12-13 ish... whcih is what i wish for...ill be happy with a 1180//... hopefully... but if i get a 13 ill be happier... thats what i got on my Psats..a 1340...so i would expect to do better...
anywho... buhbye

i am just proud at myself for getting it done!!!!!whoa!

Sat, 04 May 2002 01:44:11 GMT

i am so f*cking *determined* to get a 1100-1300 on my SATS.....ohhhh BeLiEvE it!

my life in some words....

Fri, 03 May 2002 18:27:03 GMT

ha. so yea, i didnt go to drama AGAIN today AND i left early so i could sleep. for the past days ive been staying up all night studying for my APSTAT test and my SAT test,..... so thats my life... go me! i got almost a 4!!!! ands an A in the class...there is a GOD,,,......whoa!!..
ppppsss..
ant is coming in 3 hours!!!!!OMMMGGGG!!!!:).... echo de menos antonio y bobito...

some words......

Mon, 29 Apr 2002 00:09:10 GMT

i think caring to understand is much more important than the actual understanding.......

but hey, thats just me....

Never express yourself more clearly than you are able to think.

Wed, 24 Apr 2002 01:32:17 GMT

today i had so much fun.... i think i need to open my mind some more. i thought i was but i havent been living lately. its all been a mess. but im glad that i can see past my unusualities and get around them somehow. today was 1357 day
drama-sub so i was stoked. i hate when he trys to threaten us with our grade... its all bullshit anyways....hmm
antomy rules ass. im so dan glad im in there. we took blood pressures again.. and i might add that i rock doing that....
~~~PAGING DR. GINA, DR. GINA....~~~
(I COULD ONLY DREAM....AHHHH)
and then 7th hour in drama i had a lot of laughing. crystal jacqui and i had the best time. im glad i actually wasnt an ass and gave ppl a chance.
i think i will now fuck what i hear about people and find out for mysef...which i know i should have been doing but was too fuckin stupid.. im glad i found something i didnt like....:)
good day to alll...

ps. i called angela today and i talked to greg...damn i really miss him. it is his bday on thrusday. hen will be 19... i will get some pink lemonade for him.. thats what he loves.......:\

other moods: touched surprised happy shocked thankful

finallllly

Fri, 19 Apr 2002 19:54:17 GMT

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Want To Know Which Element You Are?

You are Water!

Stuck between the sky and the ground, you lack
the sudden impulse that Air has but are unable to root yourself down like Earth. Though you have troubles
finishing projects, people can depend on you for the most part (even if it means pulling a few all-nighters).
On the plus side, you are extremely adaptable and thus can adjust to any situation. Sure, you might not like
it, but it doesn't weigh you down.

Best Match: Fire, just enough 'oomph' to keep your interest.

Worst Match: Spirit, you'll be out the door before they make up their minds.

Streea wasted a bunch of time making this test.

alright kids,......im back..my comp broke and i was pissed but now im back and this guy put all the memory that i erased back inpt the comp so im happpy.... i had a good week...yesterday mileidy and i went belly dancing...omg my ribcage hurts like a bytch now...but its alll gravey.... on the 25th is my dear mums bday... this is the itineary

we wake up at 9ish
get ready to go out to breakfast and surprise my mom with my aunt being there at 1030ish
come back home and change into beach clothes and go to the beach at 1230
come back home to change for massage at 230
go to massage at 3
come home at 415
get ready for dinner at melting pot at 530ish
ahhh....there goes $150 of my well earned stash...hmmm its for a good cause...she was in labor for 22 hours with me...its the least i can do....nite for alll and good all a true night...

always a lil bit embarrassed today cause i just found out that paul and michelle drove in front of me while i sang my heart out...this ones for you....lalalalla kikIKIKIKII

hahahahahahahahHAHAHAHAhahahahaha

Thu, 11 Apr 2002 23:45:13 GMT

i think people who fucking whine and bicker alll fucking day long are wimps, try actually living life first. then bitch after... thats the fucking process...

yea my tummy hurts....

hey im gonna try something so tell me if you can read it ok?

Tue, 09 Apr 2002 22:56:19 GMT

~~CAN YOU SEE THIS?!?~~

what im alll bouyts....

Tue, 09 Apr 2002 01:58:11 GMT
...it feels so good...but all in all you know it'll catch up to you in the end...
mmmmmm check this out....more Maya Angelou... this poem rocks...it's what got me into her in the first place...

Phenomenal Woman

Pretty women wonder where my secret lies.
I'm not cute or built to suit a fashion model's size
But when i start to tell them,
They think i'm telling lies.
I say,
It's in the reach of my arms,
The span of my hips,
The stride of my step,
The curl of my lips.
I'm a woman
Phenomenaly.
Phenomenal woman,
That's me.

I walk into a room
Just as cool as you please,
And to a man,
The fellows stand or
Fall down to their knees.
Then they swarm around me,
A hive of honey bees.
I say,
It's the fire in my eyes,
And the flash of my teeth,
The swing in my waist,
And the joy in my feet.
I'm a woman
Phenomenaly.
Phenomenal woman,
That's me.

Men themselves have wondered
What they see in me.
They try so much
But they can't touch
My inner mystery.
When i try to show them
They say they still can't see.
I say,
It's in the arch of my back,
The sun of my smile,
The ride of my breasts,
The grace of my style.
I'm a woman
Phenomenaly.
Phenomenal woman,
That's me.

Now you understand
Just why my head's not bowed.
I don't shout or jump about
Or have to talk real loud.
When you see me passing
It ought to make you proud.
I say,
It's in the click of my heels,
The bend of my hair,
The palm of my hand,
The need for my care.
'Cause I'm a woman
Phenomenaly.
Phenomenal woman,
That's me.

i want to give you whatever you need.
what is it you need?
is it within me?
it's hard to explain how i am getting by on so little from you.
its hard to beleive that i would let myself get to wrapped in you..
try not to be wrong.

ookok i know this is a SLIGHT exaggeration from the trrue but i thought it lookked nice...hehe

Fri, 05 Apr 2002 23:24:06 GMT

100%

I am 100% worshipable! And you? Find out!

this is me....

Thu, 04 Apr 2002 20:40:34 GMT

Which Trainspotting Character Are You?

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Thu, 04 Apr 2002 02:03:32 GMT
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its weird how 'me' this is.....

Sat, 30 Mar 2002 03:45:51 GMT

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Thu, 21 Mar 2002 05:54:54 GMT
damn boys.........

w h y d o i n e v e r g t t ot al k ......

figure this....

aaaaaaaaaaaaaarghhhhhhh
you know hon,. sometimes it isnt always a fairy tale book ending bullshits.....

im heading out to the lake and ill be gone all weekend longgg...
ps if this is you...man....geez....class...kid...onw...thanks....
not another word...

HWTA I REALLY MEANT TO SAY....

Wed, 20 Mar 2002 22:07:57 GMT
THIS IS MY....Today's Love Quote Of The Day:

If I had the whole world to write on to express how much I love you, it wouldn't all fit...
AWWWWW

ok so im back form the keys...damn im brown.. i see no one missed me cause i have no
comments..oh well.. i have you all anyways..lol

i love my new songs that i heard in the car....
Austin, and..umm sarah eveans one... hmm.... it reaminds me of this kid..at school.. that i may like...but who knows?!??im doing fine....

what i really meant to say,
is that im dieing here inside
i miss you more each day,
theres not a night that i havent cried,
buit im still holding on.

Mon, 18 Mar 2002 05:03:14 GMT

Which Lion King Character Are You?

Created by CrazyCoasterCo.

pin it...hahaha

i feel very uneasy about this,.,,'this'....

im going to the keys with angela tomoorrow.that will be unf i hope! i hope i have a good time and that no one makes me feel stupid and unloved!lol i loev you all kids....

TO SOME RANDOM PEOPLE NO ONE KNOWS....

smmmee you are my light
you keep me going,
and when im not with you
the world dies....
i try to be there,
then i always end up having to come back here
we live 2 worlds apart...
the brick wall is mounting higher each frelain time i talk to you
allll bullahitt

i love ant! you rule ass..no matter what...youll be great! im behind you always...just ask once in awhile babes...ok?your the best and you know it... and i love kat..stick with her....and be happpy

to my duckbilled platapuss- i miss you, i crave your love. come in my dreams. where we could be forever again in time. i just wanna see your face once again.. damn i miss you.you were once my life and now your no where to be found...
why is that so....? im way to young for this bulllllllshit!
if i could talk to you once more, i would say i love you and you molded me into the bedt woman i could even have been...thanks creator.
me

Sun, 17 Mar 2002 04:30:17 GMT

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Sat, 16 Mar 2002 04:12:57 GMT

Which Rainbow Brite kid are you? By Growing.

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Thu, 14 Mar 2002 02:22:40 GMT
stay who you are....and learn to love it... dont be afraid to be someone else.. or do something else.. no one ill repremand you... or belittle you...

become your own person...do things by yourslef.... being dependant all your live gets you NO WHERE...

have a shoulder to cry on.... but neevr end up there... dont be someone you hated.... dont hate someone that you love cause everyone else does..... dont follow the path..make your own trail.....

being yourself is what life is about in the ebnd anyway,... its kinda funnie how all my friends dont recognize this... ang for example...has to be different around her boca friends but is awesome around me...(she got robbed the other day)

if you dont like someone....why are you a spliting image of them?? exactly like them? if you hate them? deep dpwn you admire them.. its all a conspircy...
i have to dumbest friends....

right now i feel like the only sane one alive...and lord knows for me to say that people have gone badddd....

dont bukllshit with me cause i can see through you... you are lucid hon.... ive spent most of my time with bastards....i know how they can be...
and fake people.. and for someone who once hated fake people...who thought they were soo real...realityhon.. your as fake as britneys boobs...

and i totally thought we were friends.... but always tryin to be better than me..tryin to compete with me... it doesnt work that way. i cant believ your friendship with me is like this.....

and hypocrites make me laugh.... funnie funnie shit yo!...

dont pretent to be that other girl who you sit behind,.....cause you cant have her life...we were all made different..learbn to love what you have a be resourceful...

some people want to make me scream,...why bother with them gina? why?? cause i kinda care..but now i am soo far away from giving 2 shits that im just like...WTF?!?
i listen and listen to peoples problems alllll day and when i have something to say...who gives a fuck?? no god damn person! i like that... its funnie...

i care about you and you pretend too....its a 2 way street..

and other people.. i dont always want to hear about your life... your bf... your car/house/job.. if i ask... thats one thing.. if i dont....comeon!!!! i rather like the shit that i stepped in 2 weeks ago off my shoes....
ahhh boy do i feel like myself again
somethign that most people dont get a chance to do.....^
im blunt direct gina.. nothing has changed.....

dont even try,.

goooooooo jossh

Mon, 11 Mar 2002 00:55:08 GMT

go figure......^

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o god is on my side now...thank you.....^^^ i love josh...hehehe